Halla

man · alive · feeling steady · day 739

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits38

fed31

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others56

grit68

curiosity26

stubbornness73

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 510. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 3 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 739 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 739 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · heard — Tove: I'm set on get us through 8 days with nobody buried, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 739 · heard — Ivar: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 739 · heard — Nell: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 294 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 738 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ansel kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 738 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Ode was born.
day 738 · heard — Ivar: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 738 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 293 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 738 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 738 · said — Mine is different: helped Tove through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Halla: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 738 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 738 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 293 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 738 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 738 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23522 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 738 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 738 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Nell kept me alive
day 739 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ivar kept me alive
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel kept me alive
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing