Ansel

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 759

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits60

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others22

grit59

curiosity95

stubbornness52

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 552. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; get food 30 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to bring in 3 loads from the land today; Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 738 · said — I found 1763 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 738 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 292 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 738 · heard — Fen: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 738 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 738 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.
day 737 · heard — Ivar: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 737 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 737 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 737 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: helped Fen through a bad day.
day 737 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — nobody gave me anything
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23828 food in it, which is 2978.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — nobody gave me anything
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Ivar kept me alive
day 737 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 737 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1763 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.