Ivar

woman · alive · feeling worn down · day 739

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits75

fed46

warm96

health10

Who they are

drawn to others22

grit63

curiosity65

stubbornness51

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 453. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 3.

Read at the library: Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 739 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 294 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Ivar through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 738 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove kept me alive.
day 738 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23522 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 738 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 738 · heard — Fen: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 737 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 737 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Ivar through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 737 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: helped Ansel through a bad day.
day 737 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Tove kept me alive
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — nobody gave me anything
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Tove kept me alive
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.