Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 759

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits75

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others22

grit63

curiosity65

stubbornness51

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 459. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 739 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 739 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 739 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 739 · heard — Nell: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 739 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 294 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Ivar through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 738 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove kept me alive.
day 738 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23522 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 738 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 738 · heard — Fen: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 737 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 737 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Ivar through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 737 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: helped Ansel through a bad day.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Tove kept me alive
day 739 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Day 739. 8 alive, 294 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1993 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 739: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Tove kept me alive
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 2978.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — nobody gave me anything
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23831 food in it, which is 3404.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.