Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 758

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others72

grit78

curiosity26

stubbornness40

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: have 2 real talks with the others today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 171. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 738 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 737 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 737 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Ansel through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 737 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 737 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 737 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 737 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Ansel kept me alive.
day 737 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 737 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 292 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 737 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 737 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 737 · said — I found 2021 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 737 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 737 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23522 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 737 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 737 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23522 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 737 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 737 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 737 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 737 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 737 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 737: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 737 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — Halla kept me alive
day 738 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — nobody gave me anything
day 737 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Ansel kept me alive
day 737 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — I am hungry and it is day 737. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Day 737. 8 alive, 292 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2021 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 737 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 737 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 737 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 736 — I am hungry and it is day 736. I think the store has about 23522 food in it, which is 2940.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 736 — Ansel kept me alive