Maren

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 778

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits63

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others46

grit54

curiosity70

stubbornness69

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 76. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 745 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 744 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 743 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 743 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: helped Ode through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 743 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: helped Ode through a bad day.
day 743 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 743 · said — Mine is different: helped Ode through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 743 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Maren: Maren kept me alive.
day 743 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 743 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 743 · heard — Bryn: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 743 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 743 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 743 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 743 · heard — Ode: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 743 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 743 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 743 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 743 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 743 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 743 · said — I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 743 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 743 · heard — Ansel: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 743 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 742 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: talked with Silas. We carry what we carry.
day 742 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Halla showed me where things grow.
day 742 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 742 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 742 · heard — Halla: I found 1984 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 742 · heard — Halla: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 742 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 742 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 299 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 742 · heard — Ansel: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 742 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 742 · heard — Ansel: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 745. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 745. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 745. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 745. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 745 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 745 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 744 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — I am hungry and it is day 744. I think the store has about 22902 food in it, which is 2862.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Day 744. 8 alive, 299 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1550 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Day 744. 8 alive, 299 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1550 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 744 — Day 744. 8 alive, 299 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1550 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 744: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 743 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 743 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 743 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 743 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 743 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 743 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 743 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.