Halla

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 759

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed0

warm98

health0

Who they are

drawn to others95

grit88

curiosity30

stubbornness80

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 99. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Ode showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 749 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 749 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 749 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 749 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 303 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 749 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 749 · heard — Bryn: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 749 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 749 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 749 · said — I'm set on raise a child of my own, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 748 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 748 · heard — Ode: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 748 · said — You're not well, Ode. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 748 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Ode: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 749 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 749 · heard — Ode: You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 748 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — nobody gave me anything
day 749 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — nobody gave me anything
day 749 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 748 — Rook kept me alive
day 748 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 3266.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 3266.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 748 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 748 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 748 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 748 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22867 food in it, which is 2858.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.