Ansel

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 789

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits85

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others49

grit60

curiosity43

stubbornness55

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 67. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 747 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 747 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 747 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 747 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 747 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 747 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 747 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 747 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 747 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 747 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 746 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 746 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Bryn showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 746 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Bryn kept me alive.
day 746 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 746 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 746 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 746 · heard — Ode: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22885 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 746 · said — You look half-starved, Ode. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 746 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 746 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 301 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 746 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 746 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 746 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 746 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 746 · said — I found 1997 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 746 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 746 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 746 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 746 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 745 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 745 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 745 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 745 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 747. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 747. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 747. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 747. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 747. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 747. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 747. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — nobody gave me anything
day 747 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — Day 747. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 747: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 747 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Bryn kept me alive
day 746 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — I am hungry and it is day 746. I think the store has about 22922 food in it, which is 2865.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Ode kept me alive
day 746 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 746 — Day 746. 8 alive, 301 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1997 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.