Nell

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 788

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits35

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others83

grit69

curiosity64

stubbornness53

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 41. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 749 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 749 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 749 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Bryn: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 749 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 749 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 749 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 748 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Halla looked out for me. We carry what we carry.
day 748 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Rook kept me alive.
day 748 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Ode: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 748 · said — You're not well, Ode. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 748 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 748 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 748 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — nobody gave me anything
day 749 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Halla kept me alive
day 749 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 749 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 748 — nobody gave me anything
day 748 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 748 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — I am hungry and it is day 748. I think the store has about 22859 food in it, which is 2857.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 748 — Rook kept me alive
day 748 — asking for food feels like losing something