Cass

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 788

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits40

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others38

grit80

curiosity27

stubbornness83

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 11. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 750 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 750 · heard — Fen: You're not well, Cass. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 750 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 750 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 750 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 750 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 750 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 750 · heard — Cass: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 750 · said — I found 1191 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 750 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 750 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 750 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 750 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 750 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 749 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 749 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 306 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 749 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 749 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 749 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22819 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 749 · said — Cass, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 749 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 749 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 749 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 304 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 749 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 749 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 749 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 749 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22795 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 749 · said — You look half-starved, Cass. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 749 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 749 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: Cass came over to talk. We carry what we carry.
day 749 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: talked with Cass.
day 749 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 749 · said — I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 749 · said — I found 1191 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 749 · said — I found 1158 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 748 · said — I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — nobody gave me anything
day 750 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — nobody gave me anything
day 750 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 750 — I am hungry and it is day 750. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 3256.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 750 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 750 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 750 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 750 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 750 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 750 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 750 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 750 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 2849.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 2849.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Ode kept me alive
day 749 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 2849.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 2849.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 2849.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 2849.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — I am hungry and it is day 749. I think the store has about 22795 food in it, which is 2849.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: talked with Cass. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 749 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.