Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 790

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits105

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others89

grit85

curiosity92

stubbornness77

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 30. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Ode showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today.

Conversations

day 756 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 755 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 755 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 755 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 754 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 754 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 754 · heard — Ansel: I found 1517 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 754 · heard — Halla: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 754 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 753 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 753 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 753 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 312 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 753 · heard — Halla: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 753 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 753 · heard — Halla: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 753 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 753 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 753 · said — I'm set on carry 2 loads back to the store today, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 753 · heard — Silas: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 753 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 753 · heard — Silas: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 753 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 753 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 753 · heard — Halla: I found 1413 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 753 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 753 · heard — Bryn: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 753 · said — I found 1396 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 752 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 752 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 752 · said — I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 756 — I am hungry and it is day 756. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I meant to have 2 real talks with the others today and only managed 0 of 2. What I want for myself is get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 756 — I am hungry and it is day 756. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I meant to have 2 real talks with the others today and only managed 0 of 2. What I want for myself is get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 756 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 756 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 756 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — Rook kept me alive
day 755 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 755 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — I am hungry and it is day 755. I think the store has about 23053 food in it, which is 2881.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — Day 755. 8 alive, 313 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1618 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — Day 755. 8 alive, 313 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1618 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — Day 755. 8 alive, 313 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1618 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — Day 755. 8 alive, 313 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1618 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 755 — Day 755. 8 alive, 313 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1618 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 313 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1595 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 313 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1595 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Silas is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 754 — Silas is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Silas is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Silas is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Silas is failing. I can carry 5 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1487 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1487 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1487 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.