Ode

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 805

Right now

standing about

energy credits30

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others73

grit61

curiosity23

stubbornness23

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 644. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further; Ivar showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; Ivar showed me how to raise a child of my own.

Conversations

day 787 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 787 · said — Mine is different: Silas showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 787 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Ode: Silas kept me alive.
day 787 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Silas: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 787 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 787 · heard — Silas: I found 2156 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 787 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 787 · heard — Rook: You're not well, Ode. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 787 · said — Mine is different: Ivar kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 787 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Ode: Ivar kept me alive.
day 787 · said — Mine is different: Ivar kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 787 · heard — Bryn: Something stays with me, Ode: helped Rook through a bad day.
day 787 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 787 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22350 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 787 · heard — Ivar: You look half-starved, Ode. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 787 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Ivar: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 787 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 787 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 787 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22350 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 787 · heard — Ode: Ode, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 787 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 787 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22350 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 787 · heard — Tove: Ode, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 787 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 787 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 787 · heard — Ivar: You're not well, Ode. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 787 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 787 · heard — Ode: You're not well, Ode. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 787 · said — Mine is different: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 787 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Ode: Day 787: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 787 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 787 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Ivar kept me alive
day 787 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Day 787. 8 alive, 321 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2097 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Day 787. 8 alive, 321 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2097 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Day 787. 8 alive, 321 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2097 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Day 787. 8 alive, 321 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2097 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Day 787. 8 alive, 321 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2097 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Day 787. 8 alive, 321 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2097 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Day 787. 8 alive, 321 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2097 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 787 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 787 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 787 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 787 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 786 — Tove kept me alive
day 786 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 786 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 786 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas looked out for me. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 786 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 786 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 22350 food in it, which is 2793.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.