Silas

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 790

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits63

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others41

grit56

curiosity55

stubbornness74

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 24. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 754 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 754 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 753 · heard — Bryn: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 753 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 753 · heard — Bryn: You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 753 · heard — Tove: I found 1559 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 753 · heard — Tove: I found 1557 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 753 · heard — Tove: I found 1553 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 753 · heard — Tove reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 753 · heard — Tove: I found 1548 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 753 · heard — Tove: I worked out Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own — you should know it too.
day 753 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 312 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 753 · heard — Tove reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 753 · heard — Tove: You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 753 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 753 · said — Mine is different: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 753 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Silas: picking berries out near -35,-28.
day 753 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 753 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 753 · heard — Maren: I'm set on carry 2 loads back to the store today, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 753 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 753 · heard — Maren: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 753 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 753 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 753 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 753 · heard — Ode: I found 1342 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 753 · said — Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 753 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Silas: Day 753: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 753 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 753 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 753 · heard — Rook: I'm set on raise a child of my own, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 752 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 752 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 752 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 752 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 752 · heard — Tove: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 752 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Silas: Silas showed me where things grow.
day 752 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 752 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 752 · heard — Ode: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 754 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — I am hungry and it is day 754. I think the store has about 22994 food in it, which is 2874.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 754 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Day 754. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1608 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 754 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 754 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1425 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Tove came over to talk
day 753 — Tove came over to talk
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1425 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 753 — Tove came over to talk
day 753 — Tove came over to talk
day 753 — Tove came over to talk
day 753 — Tove came over to talk
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1425 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1425 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1427 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1427 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1427 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1427 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1427 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1415 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1415 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 753 — Day 753. 8 alive, 312 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1415 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.