Halla

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 788

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits28

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others91

grit43

curiosity61

stubbornness48

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: have 2 real talks with the others today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 758. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to raise a child of my own; Rook showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; Ode showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today.

Conversations

day 785 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 785 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 785 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 785 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 785 · said — I'm set on have 2 real talks with the others today, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 785 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 785 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 785 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 785 · said — I found 1839 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 784 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 784 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Tove showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 784 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Fen kept me alive.
day 784 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 784 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ode: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22409 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 785 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — Tove kept me alive
day 785 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 785 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — gave Rook 1 energy when they were failing
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — gave Silas 2 energy when they were failing
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 785 — Day 785. 8 alive, 319 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1839 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Fen kept me alive
day 784 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 784 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Fen kept me alive
day 784 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 784 — I am hungry and it is day 784. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — I am hungry and it is day 784. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — I am hungry and it is day 784. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — I am hungry and it is day 784. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — I am hungry and it is day 784. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — I am hungry and it is day 784. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — I am hungry and it is day 784. I think the store has about 23133 food in it, which is 2891.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 784 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give