Rook

man · alive · feeling worn down · day 788

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits45

fed35

warm100

health53

Who they are

drawn to others46

grit88

curiosity48

stubbornness60

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 474. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 3 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 9.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 788 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 788 · said — I found 1906 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 788 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 788 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 788 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Bryn kept me alive.
day 788 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 788 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 788 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 788 · heard — Ivar: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 787 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 787 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23226 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 787 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 787 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 787 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 787 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Bryn through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 787 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Ode kept me alive.
day 787 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 787 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 787 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23226 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 787 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 787 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove kept me alive
day 788 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Bryn kept me alive
day 788 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 788 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 788 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 788 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Ode kept me alive
day 787 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.