Ivar

man · alive · feeling hungry · day 788

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed9

warm100

health99

Who they are

drawn to others45

grit45

curiosity28

stubbornness26

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: have 4 real talks with the others today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 478. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 3 · 5.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 10.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; Rook showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Tove showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to raise a child of my own; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to have 4 real talks with the others today.

Conversations

day 788 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 788 · said — I found 1747 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 788 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 788 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 788 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 323 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 788 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 788 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 788 · said — I'm set on have 4 real talks with the others today, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 787 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 787 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23226 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 787 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 787 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 787 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23226 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 787 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 787 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 787 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 787 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 787 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 322 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 787 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 787 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 787 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Bryn kept me alive
day 788 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove kept me alive
day 788 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 788 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 788 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 788 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 788 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 788 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Rook kept me alive
day 787 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — I am hungry and it is day 787. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 3316.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 787 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.