Ivar

man · alive · feeling steady · day 789

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits45

fed40

warm100

health93

Who they are

drawn to others45

grit45

curiosity28

stubbornness26

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 501. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 3 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 4.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; Rook showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Tove showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to raise a child of my own; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to have 4 real talks with the others today; have 4 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 789 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 789 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 789 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: helped Ansel through a bad day.
day 789 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 789 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 789 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 789 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ansel kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 788 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Halla kept me alive.
day 788 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 788 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 788 · said — I found 1747 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 788 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 788 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 789 — Silas kept me alive
day 789 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 789 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — I am hungry and it is day 789. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — I am hungry and it is day 789. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — I am hungry and it is day 789. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — I am hungry and it is day 789. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 789 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — gave Silas 2 energy when they were failing
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 789 — Bryn kept me alive
day 789 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 789 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 789 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Halla kept me alive
day 788 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — I am hungry and it is day 788. I think the store has about 23214 food in it, which is 2901.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give