Fen

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 789

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits25

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others92

grit68

curiosity83

stubbornness28

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 437. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; Ivar showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to have 4 real talks with the others today; have 4 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 786 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 786 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 786 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 786 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 786 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 785 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Ode kept me alive.
day 785 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 785 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 785 · said — I found 2073 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 785 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Halla: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 785 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 785 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 785 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Silas and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 785 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 785 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 784 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 784 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 786. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — Ode kept me alive
day 786 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 786 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — Ode kept me alive
day 785 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 785 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 3296.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — nobody gave me anything
day 785 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 785 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ode through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 785 — I am hungry and it is day 785. I think the store has about 23073 food in it, which is 2884.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 785: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.