Maren

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 790

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits75

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others29

grit80

curiosity49

stubbornness32

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 259. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further; Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 783 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 783 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 783 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 783 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 783 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 783 · said — I found 2082 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 782 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 782 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: helped Halla through a bad day.
day 782 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 782 · heard — Ode: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 782 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 782 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 782 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ivar: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 782 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · said — Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 782 · heard — Ode: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23231 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 782 · said — Ode, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 782 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 782 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 318 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 782 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 782 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 783. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 783. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 783. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — Tove kept me alive
day 783 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 783 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — nobody gave me anything
day 782 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 782 — Ivar kept me alive
day 782 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 782 — Ivar kept me alive
day 782 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 782 — I am hungry and it is day 782. I think the store has about 23231 food in it, which is 2903.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.