Ode

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 1198

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits40

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others30

grit43

curiosity45

stubbornness89

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 209. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 791 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 791 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 790 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 790 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 790 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove kept me alive.
day 790 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 790 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 790 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 790 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 325 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 790 · heard — Ansel: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 790 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 7744.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 791 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 791 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 791 — Nell kept me alive
day 791 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 791 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 4646.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — nobody gave me anything
day 790 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Tove kept me alive
day 790 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 790 — I am hungry and it is day 790. I think the store has about 23234 food in it, which is 3319.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar was born. What I want for myself is have 4 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.