Ode

woman · alive · feeling hungry · day 789

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits55

fed19

warm97

health91

Who they are

drawn to others30

grit43

curiosity45

stubbornness89

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 209. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 5 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 5.

Read at the library: Fen showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Fen showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 789 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 789 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 789 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 323 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 789 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 789 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 789 · heard — Tove: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 789 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 789 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 789 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 789 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22300 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 789 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 789 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 789 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 789 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Day 789: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 789 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 789: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 788 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 788 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 788 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Tove kept me alive
day 789 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ansel kept me alive
day 789 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 789 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 788 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 788 — Tove kept me alive
day 788 — asking for food feels like losing something