Nell

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 822

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits25

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others87

grit33

curiosity60

stubbornness37

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 451. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 807 · heard — Maren: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 807 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 807 · heard — Maren: I still think about the ones in the ground. 337 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 807 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 807 · heard — Ansel: I'm set on raise a child of my own, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 807 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 807 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 807 · heard — Halla: You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 807 · heard — Tove: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 807 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 807 · heard — Tove: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 807 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 807 · heard — Bryn: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 807 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 807 · heard — Ivar: You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 807 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 807 · heard — Ode: You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 807 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 807 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Nell: I set out to get us through 4 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 807 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 807 · heard — Maren: I'm set on get us through 6 days with nobody buried, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 807 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 807 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 807 · heard — Tove: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 807 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22021 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 807 · heard — Halla: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 807 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 807 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 807 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 807 · heard — Bryn: You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 807 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 807 · heard — Ansel: You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 807 · said — Mine is different: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 807 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Nell: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 806 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22021 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 806 · heard — Tove: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 806 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22021 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 806 · heard — Bryn: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 807 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 807 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — Maren kept me alive
day 807 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — nobody gave me anything
day 806 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22021 food in it, which is 2752.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22289 food in it, which is 2786.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22289 food in it, which is 2786.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22289 food in it, which is 2786.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.