Cass

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 822

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others53

grit61

curiosity22

stubbornness42

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 14. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 792 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 792 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 792 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 792 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 792 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 792 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 792 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 792 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22218 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 792 · heard — Nell: You look half-starved, Cass. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 791 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 791 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 791 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22218 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 791 · said — Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 791 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 791 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 791 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 333 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 791 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 791 · heard — Nell: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 791 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 791 · heard — Nell: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 791 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 791 · heard — Nell: I'm set on raise a child of my own, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 791 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 791 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 791 · said — I found 128 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 791 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 791 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 791 · said — I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 791 · heard — Ode: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 790 · heard — Nell: I found 18 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 790 · heard — Nell reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 790 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Cass: Cass came over to talk.
day 790 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 332 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 790 · heard — Nell reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 790 · heard — Nell: I still think about the ones in the ground. 332 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 790 · heard — Nell: I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 792. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 792. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 792. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 792. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 792. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 792. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — nobody gave me anything
day 792 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 792 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — I am hungry and it is day 791. I think the store has about 22218 food in it, which is 11109.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — nobody gave me anything
day 791 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 160 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Day 791. 2 alive, 333 gone, 60 things standing. I know 128 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 791: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 791: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 791: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 791 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 791: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 790 — Nell came over to talk
day 790 — wandering
day 790 — Nell came over to talk
day 790 — talked with Nell
day 790 — Nell came over to talk
day 790 — Nell came over to talk
day 790 — going over to Nell