Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 1218

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits40

fed0

warm97

health0

Who they are

drawn to others44

grit85

curiosity82

stubbornness20

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 215. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 808 · said — Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 808 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: Ivar kept me alive.
day 808 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Cass: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 808 · said — Mine is different: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 808 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Maren: Tove kept me alive.
day 808 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 808 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 340 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 808 · said — Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 808 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Maren: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 808 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 808 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 808 · heard — Halla: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 808 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I still think about the ones in the ground. 340 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 808 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 808 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 808 · heard — Fen: I found 1667 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 808 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 808 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 808 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 808 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 808 · heard — Halla: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 808 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 808 · heard — Ode: I still think about the ones in the ground. 340 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 808 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 808 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — nobody gave me anything
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — nobody gave me anything
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 808 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Fen came over to talk
day 808 — Day 808. 8 alive, 340 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1625 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 808 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 808 — Fen came over to talk
day 808 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 808 — Ivar kept me alive
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 808 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 808 — Fen came over to talk