Ode

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 822

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm90

health0

Who they are

drawn to others35

grit84

curiosity92

stubbornness49

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 235. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

Conversations

day 808 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 808 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 340 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 808 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 808 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 808 · said — I found 528 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 808 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 808 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Maren: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 807 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 807 · heard — Maren: I found 1355 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 807 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 807 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 807 · said — I'm set on get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 807 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — nobody gave me anything
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Halla kept me alive
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren kept me alive
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 808 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 808 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 808 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22337 food in it, which is 2792.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give