Ansel

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 822

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others75

grit31

curiosity27

stubbornness67

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 173. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 807 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 807 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 807 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 807 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 807 · said — I'm set on raise a child of my own, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 807 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 807 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 807 · heard — Nell: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 807 · heard — Nell: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 807 · said — You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 806 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 806 · said — I found 817 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 806 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 806 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 806 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 806 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 337 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 806 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 806 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 806 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 807 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — nobody gave me anything
day 807 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — Maren kept me alive
day 807 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — I am hungry and it is day 807. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 807: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 807 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 807 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 807 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — nobody gave me anything
day 806 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — I am hungry and it is day 806. I think the store has about 22329 food in it, which is 2791.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — gave Maren 2 energy when they were failing
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 806 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.