Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 822

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others80

grit45

curiosity21

stubbornness55

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get us through 2 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 18. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Fen showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 809 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 809 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 809 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 809 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 809 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 809 · heard — Tove: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 809 · said — You're not well, Tove. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 809 · heard — Halla: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 808 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 808 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 808 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 808 · heard — Maren: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 808 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 808 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 808 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Maren: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 21973 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 808 · said — Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 808 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 808 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 808 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Day 808: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 808 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 808 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 340 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 807 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — nobody gave me anything
day 809 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 809 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 4402.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 809 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 809 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — nobody gave me anything
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — gave Ivar 1 energy when they were failing
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren kept me alive
day 808 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — I am hungry and it is day 808. I think the store has about 22013 food in it, which is 2751.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 808: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 808: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 808: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 808 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 808: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.