Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 822

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits40

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others53

grit72

curiosity41

stubbornness58

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 29. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 810 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 810 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22004 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 810 · heard — Rook: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 810 · heard — Bryn: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 810 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 810 · heard — Bryn: I still think about the ones in the ground. 348 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 810 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 810 · heard — Halla: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 810 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 810 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 348 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 810 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 810 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 810 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 348 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 810 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 810 · heard — Tove: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 809 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 809 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22004 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 809 · heard — Tove: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 809 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 809 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 809 · heard — Halla: I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 809 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 809 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 809 · heard — Ansel: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 809 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 809 · heard — Ansel: I found 151 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 809 · heard — Ode: I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 809 · heard — Ansel: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 809 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 809 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 347 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 809 · heard — Ode: You look half-starved, Fen. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 809 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 809 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 809 · heard — Halla: I found 93 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 809 · heard — Ode: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 809 · said — Mine is different: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 809 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Fen: asked for help and got none.
day 809 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 809 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 809 · heard — Tove: I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — I am hungry and it is day 810. I think the store has about 22004 food in it, which is 2750.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — nobody gave me anything
day 810 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — Day 810. 8 alive, 348 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1667 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 810 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 810 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Ansel kept me alive
day 809 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Ode came over to talk
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Ode came over to talk
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Halla kept me alive
day 809 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 2746.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 4394.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 4394.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 4394.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 809 — I am hungry and it is day 809. I think the store has about 21973 food in it, which is 4394.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.