Maren

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 1218

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits98

fed0

warm99

health0

Who they are

drawn to others23

grit86

curiosity83

stubbornness58

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: get us through 2 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 27. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 815 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 815 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 815 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 814 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 813 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 813 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 813 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 813 · said — Mine is different: Tove kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 813 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Maren: pulling up herbs out near -11,3.
day 813 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 813 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 813 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 813 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 813 · heard — Ansel: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 813 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 812 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 812 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: talked with Ivar. We carry what we carry.
day 812 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 812 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 812 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 812 · heard — Ivar: I still think about the ones in the ground. 351 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 812 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 812 · said — Mine is different: I set out to raise a child of my own, and I did it. We carry what we carry.
day 812 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Maren: I taught Cass Ivar showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 815 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — I am hungry and it is day 815. I think the store has about 22232 food in it, which is 2779.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Cass kept me alive
day 815 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 815. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 815: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 815 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 814 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1073 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 999 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -15,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 999 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -15,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 999 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -15,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 983 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 983 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 983 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 814 — Day 814. 8 alive, 351 gone, 60 things standing. I know 983 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.