Silas

man · alive · feeling steady · day 900

Right now

looking around for anything useful

energy credits120

fed71

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others91

grit45

curiosity82

stubbornness80

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 190. Today: gathered 2, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 4 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 23.

Read at the library: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; Ode showed me how to get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Tove showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 900 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 900 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 900 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 900 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 900 · heard — Silas: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 900 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 900 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 900 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 900 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 900 · said — Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 900 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Day 900: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 900 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Day 900: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 898 · heard — Ansel: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 898 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 898 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 898 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 898 · heard — Ansel: I found 1287 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 898 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 898 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 898 · heard — Ansel: I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 898 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 898 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 894 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 894 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 894 · heard — Ansel: I found 1236 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 894 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 894 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 894 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Ansel showed me where things grow.
day 894 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 894 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 894 · heard — Ansel: I found 1841 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 894 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 894 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: helped Rook through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 894 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Day 894: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 894 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 894 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 894 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 894 · heard — Fen: You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 892 · heard — Silas: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 892 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 900 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 900 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 900 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 900 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 900 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 900 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 899 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24921 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 3,-18. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 898: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 898: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 898: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24838 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 898: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 898 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 897 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24868 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24830 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 23,11. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24830 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 23,11. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24830 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 23,11. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24830 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 23,11. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24830 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 23,11. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24830 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24830 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 896 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 896 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 896 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 896 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 895 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24785 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 895 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24785 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 895 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24785 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 895 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24785 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 895 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24785 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24735 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24569 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24569 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24569 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 894 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 24569 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.