Ansel

man · alive · feeling steady · day 928

Right now

looking around for anything useful

energy credits120

fed75

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others36

grit67

curiosity44

stubbornness60

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 242. Today: gathered 3, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 4 · 2.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 25.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 8 days with nobody buried; get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 928 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 928 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 928 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 928 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 928 · heard — Ansel: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 928 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: I taught Ansel get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.
day 928 · said — I worked out get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how — you should know it too.
day 928 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 927 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 927 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: Fen reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us. We carry what we carry.
day 927 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: picking berries out near -10,2.
day 926 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 926 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near 51,4. We carry what we carry.
day 926 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Day 926: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 926 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 926 · heard — Silas: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 926 · said — I found 1783 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 926 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 926 · heard — Silas: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 926 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Silas. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 924 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 924 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: picking berries out near 3,-6. We carry what we carry.
day 924 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: picking berries out near 31,-7.
day 923 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 923 · heard — Fen: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 923 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 923 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 923 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 923 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 921 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 921 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near -38,15. We carry what we carry.
day 921 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: pulling up herbs out near -35,-16.
day 921 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 921 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 921 · said — I found 1393 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 928: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 928: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 928: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — talked with Ansel
day 928 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26150 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 928: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 928 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 928 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 927 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26131 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26038 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 926: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26038 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26038 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26038 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26038 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 26038 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25892 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25892 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25892 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 926 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25892 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 925 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25892 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 103,65. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 925 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25892 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 925 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25892 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25816 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 924 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 923 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 25794 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.