Maren

man · alive · feeling steady · day 966

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed80

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others83

grit57

curiosity36

stubbornness67

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 194. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: Ivar showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong; eat properly today and end the day strong — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; carry 2 loads back to the store today — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 964 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 964 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: helped Ansel through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 964 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Day 964: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 963 · heard — Silas: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 963 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 963 · heard — Silas: I'm set on pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 962 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 962 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 962 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 201 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 962 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 962 · said — Mine is different: cutting wood out near -11,14. We carry what we carry.
day 962 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: picking berries out near 41,-2.
day 962 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 962 · heard — Silas: I found 1634 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 962 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 962 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 962 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 962 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 962 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 962 · heard — Ansel: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 966 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 966 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 966 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 966 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 966 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 966 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 966 — Every time I walk out past everything we know things go better for us. I keep doing that.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 965 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28271 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 964: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28253 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28214 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 964 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28214 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 963 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28214 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 963 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 28214 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.