Ansel

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 988

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed79

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others24

grit50

curiosity69

stubbornness57

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 178. Today: gathered 1, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 2.

Read at the library: Halla showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; eat properly today and end the day strong — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get food 26 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 26 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; get food 34 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 988 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 988 · heard — Nell: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 988 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 986 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 986 · said — Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 986 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Ansel: Day 986: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 986 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 986 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on raise a child of my own, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 985 · heard — Silas: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 985 · said — Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near 39,-65. We carry what we carry.
day 985 · heard — Silas: Something stays with me, Ansel: picking berries out near 40,-33.
day 984 · heard — Fen: You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 984 · heard — Fen: I worked out Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried — you should know it too.
day 984 · heard — Fen reckons When we walk out past everything we know, there end up being more of us.
day 984 · heard — Fen: I found 2188 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 984 · heard — Fen: I found 2141 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 984 · heard — Fen reckons When we walk out past everything we know, there end up being more of us.
day 984 · heard — Fen: I'm set on pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 984 · heard — Fen reckons When we walk out past everything we know, there end up being more of us.
day 984 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 984 · heard — Fen: I found 1841 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 984 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 984 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 984 · heard — Fen: I found 1837 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 983 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 983 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 983 · said — I found 1704 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 983 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 983 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: fishing out near 1,-20. We carry what we carry.
day 983 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: pulling up herbs out near -7,-10.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 988 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 988 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 988 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 988 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 988 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 988 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 8,-43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 8,-43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 8,-43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 8,-43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 8,-43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 8,-43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 987 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 8,-43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 986 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -3,-14. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 985 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29429 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 984 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29319 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 984 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 29319 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.