Fen

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1016

Right now

wandering

energy credits120

fed86

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others58

grit40

curiosity42

stubbornness63

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 196. Today: gathered 1, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1014 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 1014 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1014 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1013 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1013 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on get us through 10 days with nobody buried, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31097 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1016 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 101,25. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 101,25. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 101,25. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1015 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 31004 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1014 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1014 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1014 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1014 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1014 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1014 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1014 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1013 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 30748 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.