Halla

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1064

Right now

going over to Nell

energy credits120

fed82

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others58

grit61

curiosity84

stubbornness27

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 300. Today: gathered 0, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 17.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; carry 2 loads back to the store today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 36 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 8 days with nobody buried; get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 10 days with nobody buried; get us through 10 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1064 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 1064 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1064 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1062 · heard — Silas: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1062 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1062 · heard — Silas: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1059 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1059 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1059 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1059 · heard — Silas reckons When we keep near the store and the others, there end up being more of us.
day 1059 · heard — Silas: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1059 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1059 · heard — Ivar: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1059 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1056 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1056 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1056 · said — I found 1370 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33864 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1064 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1062 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1062: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1062 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1062 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1062: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1062 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1062: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1062 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1062: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1062 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1062: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1062 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1062: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1062 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1062 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1062 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 39,-47. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 39,-47. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1061 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1061: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 19,-71. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 19,-71. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 19,-71. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 19,-71. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 19,-71. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1060 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33594 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33578 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1059 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 33578 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.