Fen

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1112

Right now

looking around for anything useful

energy credits120

fed95

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others47

grit60

curiosity29

stubbornness72

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 219. Today: gathered 1, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 8 days with nobody buried; get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1109 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 1109 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1109 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Maren taught me Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.
day 1109 · heard — Maren: I worked out Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried — you should know it too.
day 1109 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1104 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1104 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1104 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1104 · heard — Maren: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 1104 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1102 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1102 · heard — Maren: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1102 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1102 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1102 · said — I found 1217 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near -20,-28. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near -20,-28. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near -20,-28. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near -20,-28. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36402 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -12,29. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1110 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1110 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1110 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1110 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1110 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren taught me Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren taught me Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren taught me Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Maren taught me Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36335 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -1,-38. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36335 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -1,-38. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1109 — Maren came over to talk
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36335 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -1,-38. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36335 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -1,-38. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -52,66. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -52,66. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -52,66. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -52,66. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -52,66. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -57,65. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -57,65. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -57,65. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -57,65. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -57,65. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 4,17. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 4,17. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 4,17. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 4,17. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 4,17. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36327 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near 4,17. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36265 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36265 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36265 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36265 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36265 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36265 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36265 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is put 20 solid stretches of work into something standing today — I am 0% of the
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36282 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 0,-10. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1106 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36282 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 0,-10. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1105 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36282 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 0,-10. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1105 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36282 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 0,-10. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1105 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36282 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 0,-10. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1105 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36282 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.