Maren

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1112

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed89

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others47

grit93

curiosity45

stubbornness76

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 159. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 9.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; Ode showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong; Tove showed me how to bring in 3 loads from the land today; bring in 3 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1109 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1109 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 1109 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1109 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Maren: Maren taught me Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.
day 1109 · said — I worked out Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried — you should know it too.
day 1109 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1109 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1109 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1109 · heard — Ivar: I found 1564 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1108 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1108 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1108 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1108 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1108 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Nell showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 1108 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: picking berries out near -14,-51.
day 1107 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1107 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1107 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1107 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1107 · heard — Tove: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1107 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1106 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1106 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1106 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1106 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 36024 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1106 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 1106 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1106 · said — I found 1363 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1106 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1106 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1106 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 1106: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 1105 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1105 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1105 · heard — Tove: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1105 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1105 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1112: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1112: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1112: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1112: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36401 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1112 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1110: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1110: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1110: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1110 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36331 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1110: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — talked with Fen
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1109 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -14,-51. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -14,-51. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -14,-51. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -14,-51. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -4,-42. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1108 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -4,-42. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -4,-42. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -4,-42. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -4,-42. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1107 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 36296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1107: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.