Halla

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1156

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed88

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others39

grit54

curiosity39

stubbornness28

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 269. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 2.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to carry 2 loads back to the store today; get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get food 37 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 37 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1151 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1151 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1151 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1151 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 1151 · said — Mine is different: Day 1151: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1151 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Halla: picking berries out near -21,52.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -55,0. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38906 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1154 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1152 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38771 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.