Rook

man · alive · feeling hungry · day 1156

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits110

fed20

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others79

grit65

curiosity87

stubbornness42

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 119. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 10.

Read at the library: Ivar showed me how to get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me; Tove showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1156 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1156 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1156 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1156 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1156 · heard — Fen: I found 1200 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1155 · heard — Fen: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1155 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1155 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1155 · said — I found 1200 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1155 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1155 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1155 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1155 · heard — Fen: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1155 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1155 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 1155 · heard — Fen: Hungry, if I'm honest.
day 1155 · said — What are you working at, Fen?
day 1154 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1154 · said — Mine is different: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1154 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Rook: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 1154 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1154 · heard — Fen: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1154 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1154 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 1154 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 1154 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 1154 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1154 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1154 · said — I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1154 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 1154 · said — Mine is different: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1154 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Rook: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 1153 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1153 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1153 · said — I found 1572 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1153 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1153 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1153 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1153 · heard — Fen: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1153 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1156 — Day 1156. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1228 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — Day 1156. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1228 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — Day 1156. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1228 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Fen through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1156 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1155 — Fen kept me alive
day 1155 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1155 — Day 1155. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — Day 1155. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — Day 1155. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — Day 1155. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — Day 1155. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — Day 1155. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — Day 1155. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — gave Fen 2 energy when they were failing
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1155 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1154: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1154 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1153 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 38835 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.