Silas

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1202

Right now

looking around for anything useful

energy credits120

fed47

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others65

grit93

curiosity23

stubbornness90

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 185. Today: gathered 1, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Fen showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1199 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1199 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Silas showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 1199 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 1199: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 1198 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1198 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1198 · said — I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1198 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1198 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1198 · heard — Tove: I found 1279 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1198 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1198 · said — I found 1376 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1198 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 1198 · said — Keeping on. carrying it to the larder today. You?
day 1198 · heard — Tove: How are you keeping, Silas?
day 1198 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1198 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1198 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: I set out to get us through 4 days with nobody buried, and I did it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 22,74. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1202 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1201: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.