Silas

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1204

Right now

picking berries

energy credits120

fed95

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others65

grit93

curiosity23

stubbornness90

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 204. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 14.

Read at the library: Fen showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get food 26 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 26 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1203 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 1203 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 1203 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1203 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1203 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 1203 · said — Here, take this. I'd want the same, Ivar.
day 1203 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Silas: I set out to get food 37 steps out from the store, so we can go further, and I did it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1204 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near -33,-23. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near -33,-23. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near -33,-23. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near -33,-23. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: cutting wood out near -33,-23. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41218 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — talked with Tove
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get food 26 steps out from the store, so we can go further, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way th
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get food 26 steps out from the store, so we can go further, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way th
day 1203 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get food 26 steps out from the store, so we can go further, and I did it. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way th
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 22,74. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1202 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1202 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40754 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.