Nell

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1202

Right now

walking out to see what else is out there

energy credits120

fed97

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others91

grit75

curiosity41

stubbornness84

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 224. Today: gathered 0, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 12.

Read at the library: Ivar showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1202 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1202 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Day 1202: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 1201 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1201 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1201 · said — I'm set on get us through 6 days with nobody buried, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1198 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 1198 · said — Mine is different: Day 1198: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1198 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Nell: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 1198 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1198 · heard — Ivar: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1198 · said — I found 1876 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1194 · heard — Halla reckons When we walk out past everything we know, there end up being more of us.
day 1194 · heard — Halla: I found 1799 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1194 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 1194 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1194 · said — I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1202 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1202 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -99,-36. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -99,-36. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -99,-36. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -99,-36. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -99,-36. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -99,-36. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1201 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 41057 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40996 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40996 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40996 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40996 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1200: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40996 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1200: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1200 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40996 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1200: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1199 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40990 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1198: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1198 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1197 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,-50. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1197 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,-50. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1197 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 40,-50. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1197 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 40810 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.