Fen

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1224

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed96

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others20

grit45

curiosity62

stubbornness69

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 123. Today: gathered 2, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 12.

Read at the library: Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 1224 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1224 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1224 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1223 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 1223 · said — Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near 24,5. We carry what we carry.
day 1223 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Fen: Day 1223: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 1222 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1221 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1221 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1221 · said — I'm set on get us through 6 days with nobody buried, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1224 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1224 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1224 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1224 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -62,94. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1224 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -62,94. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1224 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -62,94. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1224 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1224 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1224 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 4,-9. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 4,-9. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 4,-9. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 4,-9. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 4,-9. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 4,-9. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42428 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,5. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,5. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,5. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,5. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,5. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,5. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1223 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42380 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42324 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 1222 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1222 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1222 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1222 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1222 — talked with Ivar
day 1222 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1222 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1222 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42322 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1221 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 1220 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1220 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1220 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 42073 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1220 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1220 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.