Nell

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1290

Right now

picking berries

energy credits120

fed100

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others21

grit90

curiosity46

stubbornness37

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 180. Today: gathered 2, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 13.

Read at the library: Halla showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong; eat properly today and end the day strong — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; Halla showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1290 · heard — Cass: I'm set on get us through 6 days with nobody buried, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1290 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 1290 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1290 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1289 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 1289 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1289 · heard — Tove: I found 1750 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1289 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1289 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1289 · heard — Tove: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46400 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46400 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46400 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46400 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46400 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — Cass came over to talk
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1290 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46349 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 50,19. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near 36,0. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1289 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46287 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 83% of the way there.
day 1288 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46229 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1288: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 67% of the way there.
day 1288 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1288 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1287 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46035 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1287 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46035 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1287 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46035 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1287 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46035 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1287 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46035 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1287 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46035 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1287 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 46035 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.