Maren

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1308

Right now

wandering

energy credits115

fed63

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others25

grit65

curiosity89

stubbornness42

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 183. Today: gathered 0, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 3 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; eat properly today and end the day strong — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1308 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1308 · heard — Nell: I found 1609 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1308 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 1308 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1308 · heard — Halla: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1308 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 1308 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1308 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1305 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1305 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1305 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 47086 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 1305 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1305 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 1305 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove kept me alive.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1305 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1305 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1305 · said — I'm set on eat properly today and end the day strong, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1305 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1305 · said — Mine is different: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. We carry what we carry.
day 1305 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Maren: Maren and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 1304 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Day 1304: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1304 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 1304: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1308 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47310 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1308 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47310 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1308 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47310 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1308 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1308 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1308 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -52,76. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -40,42. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -40,42. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -40,42. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -40,42. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -75,10. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -75,10. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -75,10. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -75,10. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -75,10. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1307 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47198 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1306 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 1305 — Tove kept me alive
day 1305 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 47086 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — Day 1305. 8 alive, 201 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — Day 1305. 8 alive, 201 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 1305 — Day 1305. 8 alive, 201 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1305 — Tove kept me alive
day 1305 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1305 — Day 1305. 8 alive, 201 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.