Ansel

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1346

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed37

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others84

grit46

curiosity72

stubbornness22

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get us through 8 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 239. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 3.

Read at the library: Nell showed me how to raise a child of my own; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1346 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1346 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1346 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1346 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1345 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1345 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1345 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1345 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1345 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1345 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1345 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1345 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Halla: I'm set on get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1343 · said — Mine is different: Halla kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Ansel: helped Ansel through a bad day.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1343 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1343 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 48596 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1343 · said — You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Hungry, if I'm honest.
day 1343 · said — Quiet day. I'll take quiet.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1343 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1346 — I am hungry and it is day 1346. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 1346 — I am hungry and it is day 1346. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 1346 — Halla kept me alive
day 1346 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1346 — I am hungry and it is day 1346. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 1346 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 1346 — I am hungry and it is day 1346. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 1346 — I am hungry and it is day 1346. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 1346 — I am hungry and it is day 1346. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 1346 — I am hungry and it is day 1346. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 1346 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1346 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1346 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1346 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1346 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1346 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1345 — Day 1345. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — Day 1345. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — Day 1345. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — Day 1345. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — Day 1345. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — Day 1345. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — Halla kept me alive
day 1345 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1345 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I am hungry and it is day 1345. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1345: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — Halla kept me alive
day 1345 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1345 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1345: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1345 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.