Ansel

man · alive · feeling hungry · day 1344

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed19

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others84

grit46

curiosity72

stubbornness22

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get us through 8 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 203. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 4 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 10.

Read at the library: Nell showed me how to raise a child of my own; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Halla: I'm set on get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 1344 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1344 · heard — Bryn: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1343 · said — Mine is different: Halla kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Ansel: helped Ansel through a bad day.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1343 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1343 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 48596 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1343 · said — You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Hungry, if I'm honest.
day 1343 · said — Quiet day. I'll take quiet.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1343 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1343 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1342 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1342 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1342 · heard — Halla: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1342 · said — Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 1342 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Ansel: Ansel kept me alive.
day 1342 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1342 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1342 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1342 · heard — Halla: You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1341 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 48596 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1341 · said — You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 1341 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 1341 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: helped Ansel through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 1341 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Halla kept me alive.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 63% of the way there.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1344 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Halla kept me alive
day 1343 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Halla kept me alive
day 1343 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1343 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1343 — Day 1343. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1206 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1342 — I am hungry and it is day 1342. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — I am hungry and it is day 1342. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — I am hungry and it is day 1342. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — I am hungry and it is day 1342. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — Halla kept me alive
day 1342 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1342 — I am hungry and it is day 1342. I think the store has about 48591 food in it, which is 6073.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 1342 — Day 1342. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 1342: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — Day 1342. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 1342: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — Day 1342. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 1342: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — Day 1342. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 1342: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — Day 1342. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 1342: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — Day 1342. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 1342: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — Day 1342. 8 alive, 200 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1212 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 1342: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 38% of the way there.
day 1342 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1342 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 48591 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.