Silas

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 1368

Right now

looking around for anything useful

energy credits120

fed64

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others23

grit36

curiosity39

stubbornness81

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 212. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 2.

Read at the library: Ode showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 1366 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 1366 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1366 · said — I found 1330 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1362 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1362 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: Day 1362: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1362 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Ansel showed me where things grow.
day 1362 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1362 · heard — Ansel: I found 1206 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1362 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1362 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1361 · heard — Ansel: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1361 · said — I found 1203 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1361 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1361 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1361 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1361 · heard — Ansel: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 1361 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Ansel. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1361 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1361 · heard — Ansel: I found 1200 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1361 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1361 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1360 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1360 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1360 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 200 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1368 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1368: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1368 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1368: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1368 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1368 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1368 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1367 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49722 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1366 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -35,8. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1366 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -35,8. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1366 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1366 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1366 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1366 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1365 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1364: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1364 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1364 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 1363 — I counted 8 of us before and I count 8 now. The store has about 49580 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.