Maren

man · alive · feeling steady · day 1412

Right now

wandering

energy credits79

fed69

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others46

grit90

curiosity77

stubbornness27

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 423. Today: gathered 3, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 21.

Read at the library: the watchtower was all timber and no footing, so it leaned until it came down.; Fen showed me how to get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; get food 35 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1412 · heard — Rook: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1412 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1412 · heard — Rook: I found 1286 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1408 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: Day 1408: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 1408 · said — Helping you mattered, Fen. Agreement?
day 1408 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1408 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1406 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1406 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 50296 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1406 · heard — Tove: You look half-starved, Maren. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 1404 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1404 · heard — Fen: I still think about the ones in the ground. 201 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1404 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 50296 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1404 · heard — Bryn: Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 1404 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1404 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 1404 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1404 · heard — Tove: I found 1200 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1404 · heard — Bryn: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 1404 · said — Mine is different: Cass showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. We carry what we carry.
day 1404 · heard — Bryn: Something stays with me, Maren: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it.
day 1402 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1402 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 1402 · heard — Bryn: I still think about the ones in the ground. 202 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 1402 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1402 · heard — Tove: I found 1200 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1400 · said — I found 2092 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1400 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 1400 · said — I found 2017 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1400 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: talked with Bryn.
day 1400 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: I taught Bryn Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.
day 1400 · said — I worked out Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — you should know it too.
day 1400 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Bryn. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 1400 · said — I found 1363 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1412 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51184 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 86% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51069 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51069 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 51069 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — Fen's gardens are a start. I'll carry supplies forty-three steps out today. More space, more life.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is get food 43 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Cass showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — I am hungry and it is day 1406. I think the store has about 50296 food in it, which is 1257.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1406 — Tove kept me alive
day 1406 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1406 — I am hungry and it is day 1406. I think the store has about 50296 food in it, which is 1257.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1406 — I am hungry and it is day 1405. I think the store has about 50296 food in it, which is 1257.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I am hungry and it is day 1405. I think the store has about 50296 food in it, which is 1257.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I am hungry and it is day 1405. I think the store has about 50296 food in it, which is 1257.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1406 — I am hungry and it is day 1405. I think the store has about 50296 food in it, which is 1257.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50296 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — talked with Bryn
day 1400 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50443 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: Day 1400: 10 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — nobody gave me anything