Bryn

woman · alive · feeling hungry · day 1412

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits45

fed12

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others49

grit47

curiosity57

stubbornness21

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: see 10 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 541. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 12.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; the watchtower was all timber and no footing, so it leaned until it came down.; get food 24 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; see 10 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once; Ivar showed me how to have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand; have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to see 10 of us alive here at once.

Conversations

day 1412 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 51102 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 1412 · said — Rook, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 1410 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1410 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 1410 · heard — Rook: Day 1410 and still standing. That's something.
day 1410 · said — It's too quiet with only forty of us left, Rook. We need more names to keep this place going.
day 1408 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1408 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1408 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1408 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1406 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1406 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 1406 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Day 1406: Still 40 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 1404 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 1404 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1404 · said — I've marked nearly twelve hundred places out there where a person could actually survive, and since I'd rather not take that map to the grave, I'm going to show you where they are.
day 1404 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1404 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1402 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 1402 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1398 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 1396 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 1396 · said — I found 1391 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 1392 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the meeting hall 7 is standing.
day 1392 · said — I'm trying to make sure nobody else ends up under a stone for the next two days, so unless you want to be the one digging the next hole, tell me if this is a waste of time.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — I am hungry and it is day 1412. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1412 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1410 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — Day 1408. 40 alive, 202 gone, 207 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 1408 — Day 1408. 40 alive, 202 gone, 207 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1408 — Cass kept me alive
day 1408 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1408 — Day 1408. 40 alive, 202 gone, 207 things standing. I know 1200 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to see 10 of us alive here at once, and I did it. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1406 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1406 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1406 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1406 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1406 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1404 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1404 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 1402 — Halla kept me alive
day 1402 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 1402 — I am hungry and it is day 1402. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 1402: 1 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 2 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I am hungry and it is day 1401. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 2 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I am hungry and it is day 1401. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 2 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I am hungry and it is day 1401. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 2 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I am hungry and it is day 1401. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 2 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I am hungry and it is day 1401. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 2 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1402 — I am hungry and it is day 1401. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 2 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1400 — Bryn is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1398 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1398 — I am hungry and it is day 1398. I think the store has about 50494 food in it, which is 1262.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1396 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1394 — I counted 26 of us before and I count 26 now. The store has about 50494 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 68,-59. What I want for myself is read 1 things through and understand them — I am 0% of the way there.
day 1392 — I have tried to put a hand to whatever is going up 5 times now and we are worse off after it. I am done with that.
day 1392 — I have tried to put a hand to whatever is going up 5 times now and we are worse off after it. I am done with that.
day 1392 — I have tried to put a hand to whatever is going up 5 times now and we are worse off after it. I am done with that.
day 1392 — I have tried to put a hand to whatever is going up 5 times now and we are worse off after it. I am done with that.
day 1390 — I counted 40 of us before and I count 40 now. The store has about 50298 food in it and we are no more than we were. Piling it up is not the same as growing. What we need is children, roofs for them, and food left out in more places so we can live further out — not a bigger heap in one shed. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.